Right inside there, resides a guard
A guardian who leads my mind,
But the desire is strong.
It overwhelms my brain,
I know the right things to do yet i feel powerless to take the action
Intelligent being that i am, i sometimes feel guilty
Intelligent being that i am, i sometimes feel guilty
I feel guilty of something i see really absurd to the real me
Thinking with prospectively, i try to possibly be a new me, an in-built new person with a certain probability to conquer my negative parts,
Yet my unconsciousness is still hard to perce
Yet my unconsciousness is still hard to perceive
Maybe, i am doing it wrong
what if the best version of me didn't exist and that i am already the real me
Judgmental on myself, i miss the good things happening around me
Possible, I go too hard, or perhaps i am fighting to be a person i am already without knowing
It comes a time or so often when i lose my mind
It comes a time or so often when i lose my mind
Ignoring my own God-given natural gift, i mislead my way
But now, time has come, time to say no!
But now, time has come, time to say no!
No to the dark dominant size of me,
Time to be more narcissistic, to be very lovely with my friends
No game anymore. It is my life, my time.
The count down had been launched since that day, the day i had my first breath.
I have to make my history now.
What a phenomenal thing to be
What a phenomenal thing to be a millennial,
Possibly, no need to dig, I eventually will get nowhere else than where I am actually.
*one thing
*one thing i should remember is that: it has always been my battles, I just need to lead it with cleverness and maturity*