Right inside there, resides a guard
A guardian who
leads my mind,
But the desire is strong.
It overwhelms my
brain,
I
know
the right things to do yet i feel powerless to take the
action
Intelligent being that i am, i sometimes feel guilty
Intelligent being that i am, i sometimes feel guilty
I
feel guilty of something i see really absurd to the real me
Thinking
with prospectively,
i try to possibly be a new me, an in-built new person with a certain
probability to conquer my negative parts,
Yet my unconsciousness
is still hard to perce
Yet my unconsciousness
is still hard to perceive
Maybe,
i am doing it wrong
what if the best version of me didn't exist
and that i am already the real me
Judgmental on myself, i miss
the good things happening around me
Possible,
I go too hard, or perhaps
i
am fighting to be a person i am already without knowing
It comes
a time or so often when i lose my mind
It comes
a time or so often when i lose my mind
Ignoring
my own God-given natural gift, i mislead my way
But now, time
has come, time to say no!
But now, time
has come, time to say no!
No
to
the
dark dominant size of me,
Time
to be more narcissistic, to be very lovely with my friends
No
game anymore. It is my life, my time.
The
count down had been launched since that day, the day i had my first
breath.
I
have
to make my history now.
What a phenomenal thing to be
What a phenomenal thing to be a
millennial,
Possibly,
no
need to dig, I
eventually
will get nowhere else than where I
am
actually.
*one thing
*one thing i
should remember is that: it has always been my
battles, I
just need to lead
it with cleverness and maturity*
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